Sunday, April 29, 2007

A Story, Title: "I Run A Hundred Miles To Get You"

Hi. My name is Mike. Not Mikey, not Mike Tyson, not Michael Jordan,not even Michael Jackson. Just plain Mike.Well my full name is Mike Robinson
and I'm 21 years old.I live in a small town called Dalle Dale. I grew up from there.

It started on this day that I’m always a loser at school, I love this girl.

Her name is Stella Madison. Well Stella sees a different way about me. She likes me for me, oh she thinks I 'm cute too. He he. As usual I always get bullied, I always think of taking my life away but then, I read about a guy that got bullied and took his life away. I feel sad and the same pain he is going through, so I thought about it, what if I did it? and then I’ll think how will my parents feel about me taking my life away?

It's 5.ooam. (The alarm clock) is ringing. I need to spent an hour snoozing, I don’t think I'm going to make it. I watched the clock but it isn’t moving. Damn! I missed my bus. As I walked down the town, everyone seem so happy. Hmm...Them and their big fake smiles, sigh. Well I reached school and this sucks!

“Hey hey look who we have here?? My oh my, It’s Mike!!”
Please, leave me alone! I replied. Well, let me introduce to you the 3 big bullies and their small brains in their thick skull, Jone the leader, Grim, and Koby.
Hey, where do you think your going? said the bullies.

Leave me alone, you dick head!!! UHH...!I shouted.
We are so scared!!! What are you going to do?? Hit us??
Well here is where my life stared to change.
Yeah u heard me?? You Have A Big Body And A Small Brain”
Oh you’re dead meat Robinson!”

Well, I started to fight back and guess what?? I won!! But I was covered in blood.
Well young man, where do you think you’re going?? said someone.
Oh, I almost forgot! Meet my Head of Talk-Too-Much Teacher,Mrs. Deborah. Young man you’re in a lot of trouble. Go to the principal office right now!!she shouted.
Sigh Poor Mrs. Deborah. Well I guess Mrs. Deborah had never get laid for a long time that’s what makes her so grumpy all the time haha.

My principal’s name is Jones Boldin, I’ve never seen a boy like you in my office.
What happened, my boy??said the principal. I explained everything. Oh, in my days there is nothing like that… he goes on talking about GRANDMOTHER STORIES bla bla bla.... “MR. Mike Robinson, I’m letting you of the hook this time
and there will not be a next time, ok young man??the principal warned. Yeah sure whatever Mr. Jones.” I replied.
I'm in my class room and everyone is staring at me. Even when I’m out of class, stuffing my books into the locker and closing them, everyone still stared at me.

Stella’s locker is right next to mine. She stood right beside me and I'm so nervous to
talk to her.

Hey...Mike.” she said. “Err...hi Stella.” i replied. I heard from my friend that you were fighting with those JERKS. I could not believe you stood up for all of us! she compliment. Oh someday, some how, some one have to do it, right??I replied. Oh well I got to go. I'm going to be late for class.” “Yeah, me too.


Tomorrow is PROM NIGHT. School is going to end about few more hours.
Man! I have to ask her out. Hi Stella” “Hi Mike” “Err....I was wondering, do you
have a date for the Prom??I asked, nervously. No. I don't.Thank goodness Would you like to come with me?? I asked. Sure! I’d love that! oh see you at 7.30.” she answered. Sure. I’ll be there” “Sure Mike, see you at my place 7.30 sharp
(giggles).” She said.
Boy oh boy, it’s going to be 7.30. What am i going to do?? Hey Dad, can I lend your car??I asked. “ Sure son, but make sure it comes back in one piece.” He said. “Sure dad” “Oh yeah son, will you please fill in the tank on the way back?? Thanks.” He said. “Sure, dad. ” I arrived there at 7.31. Damn! 1 minute late! Well as you all know,

guys like to adjust hair before ringing the door bell. At least, that’s what
I do. I’m vain, I know.

“Hi Mrs. and Mr. Madison. ” I said. “Stella! Your date is here!” said Mrs. Madison. “Coming, Ma.” she answered. Young man, may I have a word with you?? Mr. Madison asked. Sure Mr. Madison.” I know you’re a grown man, as you know, she has to be back before 12 midnight.He said. Sure. You can count on me Sir, I mean Mr. Madison”
Okay, boy. I trust your words.
We arrived at the Prom and everyone was dancing. Stella and I was dancing and chatting. Surprisingly, we were nominated as prom King and Queen. I sent her back on time. Phew...that was really lucky of me but bad luck, I had to push the car down a few blocks to get the tank full. Well before that, the sad thing is, we parted after a kiss on the door step as we say our good byes. My first kiss, I gave it to her. My first and last.
As 3 YEARS passed, I'm 21 year old now and I have a stable job but then I keep trying to get her back after all these years. I heard that she is TRAVELING around the
world. I went to every place where she is going but there are a lot of OBSTACLES in my way.
First destination: England. Her home town.

IF U WANT ME TO "CONTINUE" THE "CONTINUATION" PLS LEAVE ME A COMMENT THANKS ^.^

Thursday, April 26, 2007

FRIENDS

well today again my day become bad but it is ok
friends i really do admire them a lot
but what happends went they read about something about u that u never let it out.
if u say u been there for me why??am i still crying at night went i close my eyes
tears just keep flowing.
i never mean to brake ur heart but the thruth is there i might be blind but why cant u see that i know some how u care i might say silly thing or do silly mistake i might not remamber
pls let me know i want to refresh all that,
i never meant to brake a heart or a soul u think i lied
than why am i always feeing so empty all the time went i was down i know u are there u think i can forget that i always say this to my self there is someone who care but they think i dont apprecite it but i really do apprecite it
pls dont let this friendship go becouse of my silly mistake or my sillyness.

Pls i may have forget just refresh me so that i could always write what u have done for me i want to say SORRY i know SORRY is just not enough

TO ALL MY FRIENDS REFRESH ME
DON'T LEAVE ME, ALL I WANT IS MY REAL FRIEND AGAIN

~*~Bao Bao~*~ sry i know it is not enough, pls forgive me

Well that is all my life is complecated just help me get through
pls let me know who u are

Ur PaL
Trevor AKA All Malaysian Rejects

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

Ps:I'm STUPID dont let my STUPIDTY lose our friendship ya thx

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Never Going To Bring Me Down

I woke up on the other side
could not belive that i'm still alive
it's another day
full of lies And
full with big fake smiles
they dont even mean it
they just want to bing me down.
They cant....!!! bring....me..down
i have u i have faith
i have love i have joy with u
they cant bing me down
notthing they say or do
can bring me down.........!!!.
This love will never stop
they will never tear us apart
what they say it just to
make us be apart
it's a game to them.

(Chorus)
Your Never Going To Bring Me Down
Your Never Going To Take Whats Mine
U Can Go To Hell
What Round Comes Round....
LOVE IS ALL TO STAND TALL
LOVE IS EVERYTHING TO MAKE ME ALIVE
LOVE IS STRONG
LOVE IS REAL
LOVE IS PURE
there is no way u can bring us down
there is no way u can understand us
there is no way u can feel the way we feel
OUR LOVE IS TURE...

back to ur games
u played me like a video game
i not ur toy i have feeling to
why dont u see that
we want to be together
u took my stuff toshing it around
u broke my stuff i cried
but u still do the same thing to me
not today...

(Chorus)

She is True
She is Real
She is There For Me
Do you have
what i have
you cant tost
u can bring me down
so go back home
find ur self a real
Girl & Friend
OUR LOVE IS TRUE...TILL THE END

I Have A Confess She Is My Life

She Is My Life

went every time i get a msg for her it makes me feel so so happy like i'm up in the sky, with all the words she says to me feels like it is a never ending that we will last till the very last breath.

I'm always stuck in gear 2 , She makes me move on to gear 3 & so on
i feel so alive went i have her some how she is like my passion , hobby , interest & many more u could think of.

Singing Out

Trevor

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Well Something Went Ok

Well it seems that she is online at 11.--pm 21 April that is something good, i just chat with her it seems that i know why, well i have to change not to talk to much at least now i can rest in peace.

Befor she was online i went out to have a drink alone as usual doing stuff alone most of my years.I use to remamber the times that i was watching movie alone at the cinima well my family dont know that but i have this feeling that keeps me in the dark side ,
went i was 11 year old a guy treaten me if i dont smoke like pull in the air in he is going to puch me well than i did it, from than on i stared to like somking.

well there is a lot of bad memories like went i go to the mall i dint have friends to go out with that was until 15 year old no one wants to hang out with me so i did not socialise much with ppl so i stated talking to much ppl hate me but they like me for being to kind , nice , sincere & "To Loyal" there are alot of things that i have to change to inprove my relationship that is not to talk to much.
well that is not all my BESTFRIEND since standerd 1 (Gred 1) i forgot that all the time i had with him lol anyway his name is Shanmeen Tan, i was ALONE when he is not around

well thats it

signing out
Trevor

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Well About Me This Time

Well lately i have not been well , i read my brother blog i wanted to tell him ever since i was young i been admireing him not only him my cousins , Friends to they are much better than me.

Well now is about me all my life i always wanted to be acknowledge like Naruto, i have not have much real friends they lie to me they use me alot some how i feel that i'm just a thing in their life's i cared about them but all it ends up i have no friends to look up, back to the start like Naruto no want is there to save me, my Sister & Brother are always busy.

I have no want to talk no want to trust no more & my handphone always no msg from friends do they really care??

I have been playing sports a lot i been pushing my self to the limit but it seem silly, well a lot of ppl say i'm childish & lame all i ever wanted is to make ppl happy but it seem to be the other way round.

I'm slow at thinking & studying but no want udnerstand i dunno my self i tried to study hard but no want see that, all i see that i'm always trying but never reach it, i always like to say sorry to much becouse i'm scared to lose a friend but i guess sorry also can lose a lot.

I tend to talk a lot in MSN becouse there is no one els to chat always busy no wants to talk to me no ones every sit down & ask hey "Trev let talk" what do u think about me??what do u like??why are we always far apart?? no wants see me the way i do i want them to i want to be my self but i guess most of my time i get carried away & Talk to much u wonder why well i never have someone talk to.

went someone says i will be there for u they, they say friends for ever what heppend to that is it all lies??

I wonder will anyone out there have a will to talk to me & make me not talk to much??

the reason i like my Gf becouse she said something that all my GF would never said "i'm here for you" that is not the only thing that makes me happy well she talk to me until late night no girls have done that for me.
Well i though so but than i alway remamber my best friend Shanmeen Tan who has been there for me since standerd 1 (gred 1)

Well that is it for today

~Trev_HaruIchigo~
I'm Out Of Here Take Care Everyone
Thanks For Reading My Blog

Have You Ever Fallen So Hard??

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone you don't really know But the first time you talked to them.They had you right there at ''hello''?

Have you ever fallen so hard For a completely perfect stranger But you wanted to get to know them Even though it could put you in danger?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone that you never met But when you started talking to them You knew it was something you wouldn't regret?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who can make you fly By just saying "baby, I love you''And you just know it's not a lie?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone so perfect Who's like an angel to you And treats you with so much respect?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make your day??

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make you feel alive??

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make u feel like you can be your self??

Have you ever fallen so hard Or as fast as you can blink, so quick But there's something about her And you two just automatically click?

Cutie Pie,I've fallen so hard You're my Angel from above God sent you to me To Learn How To "LOVE & To For Give & Forget"

To:Leonie
From: Trevor

LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTEM OF MY HEART

Early Morning

Well this morning i woke up about 6.00Am sharp went back to sleep for a few mints becouse i was really tired lol well . than i head to my Sisters house to go play football with her Bf & Brothers & others well it was a nice traning come back about 9.--Am well like i promie a friend i will write back my poem about her well this is the poem for her hope she like's it

This Is How You Remind Me

You remind me of a flower,Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all.

You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.Someone people can turn to in crisis,Loved by all.

You remind me of a teddy,Cute and huggable Someone people feel comfortable with,Special to all.

You remind me of a balloon,Happy and bouncy.Someone people can have fun with,Enjoyed by all.

You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

To:Jacinta
From: Trevor

Well That's it, wait for my new post later ppl
thank for reading this Ohh yeah there alot of ppl i wanted to write about them how much they ment to me ^.^ hope i got time to do so lol

~Trev_HaruIchigo~
Signing Out T_T

Friday, April 20, 2007

Changes I Have To Do You Agree On My Changes??

Well i have to start chageing my anoyying attitude.
hmm...let's see my smokeing habit ohh & RESPECT HER PRIVACY
i guess that what she want's i should have change all this long ago
sigh. Tell me what somemore should i change??Hmm... stop acthing childish have to learn about her more get to know her more LOVE HER ONLY HER...well that all i can think of tell me if there is anything els i should change ya??

well i'm out of here.

Her Baby
Trevor

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

WORST DAY

Well most ppl say the day can never get worst well for me it did get much worst i think she hates me now.

Well today i woke up at 5.20am sharp went back to my house to take a shower than get ready to go to school. But befor that i use the com to check if she reply but no reply , guess what a naked girl sent a comment on my friendster say hi dont u remamber me Dam who is she i dunno who is that girl.I think Leonie saw that thing last night it get worst i dunno what to do or what Say & think now sigh
i hope at least she read my blog to understand what is going on
plus out of all my GF she is the best although we never meet face to face she make me happy some how i dint mean to make it worst for her darn what am i going to do??

well today i make a song but hope it is good

This Lonely Day
5.00AM The Clock Is Ringing I Need To Spent And Hour Snoozing
The Only Person On My Mind Is You Oh...Yeah , I'm Sitting
In The Bus All Alone No One Wants To Sit
Next To Me

(Chorus)
I'm Stuck In Hell
Where Have I Gone Wrong
What Can I Do To Make It All Right Again
What Can I Do To Make Her Feel Alright Again
Cutie Pie Pls Give Me Time To Make Things Right Again
I Dont Want To Be Far Apart From You All I Need Is You,
You Are All I Need And Want In My Life I Could Not
Think Of Anyone Els In My Mind Your The One I Live For
Your The One I Need...

You Are Always There For Me
You Are The One For Me
You Are The One I Want To Share My Life To
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again...

(Chorus)

You Are Always There For Me
You Are The One For Me
You Are The One I Want To Share My Life To
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again


To My ~Cutie Pie~
Artis:Trevor Lim

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Today Is A Sad Day

Well Yesterday I Did My blog but than it dissapear Darn It try so hard just to let her know but i guess it is gone all my hard work of typeing >.<.

darn now her HandPhone Is Confiscated Shit!!! IT IS ALL BECOUSE OF ME Oh NO!!!WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!?? Pls Help Me i need advice to tell her i'm more than sorry...HELP!!

I want her to show her how much i love her & how much she ment to me.

Well today i went out to swim my hole body is killing me sigh
but i'm still worried about her plus i dint mean to get her into trouble btw if she knows that i topup her hp & that is the reason why her hp was Confiscated i Guess i wonder what will she says >.<.

well that is for now

~She Is The Only Girl For Me~