Trev_HaruIhcigo Life

Love Note (A song)

2010-10-09T04:18:00.003+08:00

Hey girl, i saw you on the cross road,
I tried to wave, but my heart wont stop beating,
If you only know how much i like you..
If only you know what i think of you.

(Chorus) 2x
You're eyes they are so wonderful.
Like the brightest star above, that lead me back home ohh BABY.
I tried many things to show you.
I Did many things to let you know,
that i just wanna treat you right.

SO BABY WHY CAN'T YOU SEE!!

I just had to be dishonest..
Left you a love note
Probably you would know it's all about you,
Leting you know just how wonderful you are TOO ME!!!!

Oh baby i just had to be dishonest
left you alone... din't mean to be this bad..
Look in my eyes if you could only see, JUST HOW AMAZING YOU ARE..
just hope you see you're REFLECTION.
The guy's around you keep pop up like bottles and trying, trying to get you're attention...
Just so you know I left you a LOVE NOTE.

Talking :Baby....i know we wont be togather so at the end of the page i wrote to you, that's my good bye's too you, if you find another man, I just have one Demand I hope he is not like me, I hope he greet you with his arms wide open, I LIKE YOU.

PS: thanks for giving me chance ^-^ glad that i met you.

You'rs Truly : ------

2010-07-27T17:12:00.016+08:00

Once Upon a time, there a Boy who lived alone he decided to go on a JOURNEY.

Along the winding road he meet a girl who has a mother and a father,

as he keep walking trying to ignore the house he saw, the young girl suddenly came out of her house.

As soon as he saw her he start to find a place to hide, her eyes meet his, he didn't realise she saw him, as he turn to look again she was missing so he though she went back in the house, BOO she shouted...he turn and look at her with a shock face but no voice would come out.

She was so surprise that he didn't shout or scream his lounges out, She look at him and she realise that he does not smile and she said Hi my name is Cassandra what your name?

He said hi back My name is SAM, Sam was so curious what is Cassandra. As Sam has not seen a girl in his life since his parents pass away when he was just a baby, and his uncle who always abuse him, but then his uncle too pass away and he live alone.

Sam has not been out of his room till he was 14 years old now he is 17 years old, Cassandra is 17 too.

As soon as he walk away saying bye she told him, she wants to tag along, he was not sure what to say, he just walk without saying anything and she fallowed him.

On the Journey he saw this food and he pick it up and started eating it she stop him and say that is not a good thing to eat, and he just drop it with out asking why (Poison Mushroom), Sam likes to walk alone but Cass would fellow him closely.

Suddenly a Gang of people start coming out and pick a fight with Sam , Sam Ignore them but they started touching Cass he could not help but to fight back as he run towards the guys they punch him he still fight back without a seconds taught as the fight was stop as soon as they got bored they leave, Cass was thanking Sam for helping her, he just look at her and say, YOU'RE my only friend, the reason i did not eat the food is not because you said no but i trust you, the reason i wanted to walk alone is to see if you would stick close to me...the reason i didn't START a Fight is because it might hurt you, THE REASON I TURN BACK IS TO CHANGE MY PAST AND MAKE IT A PRESENT THAT I WOULD NOT REGRET IN THE FUTURE.

8 years has pass, Cassandra Family was sad they return back there and the parents was shock to see a guy who is all dress up and well manned, SAM said I'm sorry back then i didn't STOP Cassandra she was my only friend i meet when i pass by your house, SAM kneel down and beg for, forgiveness. Cassandra father DEAN said stand up and tell me you're story and i might just forgive you, Cassandra Mother was looking at Cass and said did you eat well? Cass was saying Mom i miss your food and they set down and start eating, as meal is finish.

Sam told his story and they understand what happen, As soon as all that ends,
SAM took out the ring and said would you Cassandra MARRY me, she was shock and saw a rose and even a ring that cost (Rm10000) she said i don't want your money but yes i would MARY YOU, SAM said I'm happy you said that, DID you know why i ask you now? for year's you been following me and helping me... HERE'S TO YOU I WANTED TO KNOW YOU, ALL I WANTED WAS A FRIEND BUT NOW ALL I WANTED IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE LIKE YOU, BEING BY MY SIDE FOR THOSE YEAR'S...Cassandra started to cry...as her parents said would you stay with us to Sam? SAM said would you fellow me to a house i wanted a family with GRANDPARENT'S to LOVE THEIR Grandchild's they started Crying...

THE END

This is Dedicated to my NEW BEST FRIEND : Claire Yeng Yeng

Wonder (Love Wonder)

2010-03-20T03:19:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder was it me or it's you,

I don't know what i got myself into.

This relationship i see

It's not going anywhere,

Can't help but to wonder, Was it me or it's you..

Baby..the problem we can see,

But we wont tell one another..

We are fighting for nuts.

This Ain't going to take us back,

Back to that SWEET PLACE, we remember.

That place is like us, ain't what it used to be,

It was beautiful just like you,

But now it's just like us broken and dusty.

We did our vows but look,

We're screwed ain't going to look back are you?

Fighting for things we said and do.

Baby i know we mean't well...

But this is going no where,

So your a mess, i ain't going back to you...

But i sure will fix that Sweet Place..with or without you.

THIS IS AND UNFINISH SONG.

Things People SAID.

2009-09-17T02:11:00.007+08:00

Well today post is about PEOPLE saying shit about my ex.
1st YOU DON'T NO HER.
2nd WHY YOU SAY THINGS ABOUT HER TO HURT ME.

Now she said things that makes it clear, I'm feeling much better since that cleared.

Well let me tell you about her,
She is sweet, nice caring loving.
She have not done anything to hurt me SO WHY YOU GUY'S Keep saying let go it's her fault,
It was not even hers to Begin with so yeah even when you guys say that guy is a jerk what can i do, well it's my fault for being to nice to him,
She was the only girl who makes me happy in all my relationship with other girls some of them did bring joy to my life but not like hers, just not like hers.
she has the most Beautiful eyes & the Grates SMILE ever.
time we spent is so different from my previous one, the laughter was the great time we had
now it's all gone all i can say is thank you, but i have lots to learn, be mad be angry i wont blame you but IF YOU LEFT ME HANGING how do i MOVE ON LET ME KNOW????.

SO TO THAT GUY WHO SCREW MY LIFE WITH HER come on if your say it's TRUE than talk don't RUN & don't say like why should i do this & that to you bla bla bla, KEEP YOUR LIES TO YOUR SELF I HAD ENOUGH.

even saying things to other about me behind my back until they tell me & i still trusted you COME ON DON'T SAY YOU DIDN'T, if you dare to say that you didn't SAY IT, THAN SAY IT TO MY FACE, what ever la you don't have to explain it to me if that's what your thinking in the 1st places.

IF YOUR A TRUE FRIEND YOU WOULD TOLD ME WHAT YOU TOLD IN THE 1st Places NOT HIDING IT & SAY MOVE ON. Like you got no feelings are you even human?.

you told me she is like this & like that, I wont say what you said but HEY you want her right SELFISH BUGGER, go enjoy all your happy MOMENT 365 days see witch DAY YOU WILL DIE 1st.

Cold

2009-09-03T19:08:00.002+08:00

Well this past few week's I have been experiencing coldness in the air, i guess i deserved to be treated that way since I broke a heart, spoil peoples fun joy BUT MOST OF ALL I make that beautiful SMILE TO A SADDER ONE.

Well i know i blame so manything but why can't i blame my self & try to make things right again saying it's easy but doing it might not, well i'm going to prove my self wrong this time by doing it now, just saying wont work.

HOPE THAT Beautiful SMILE will come back again one day.

Learn from mistake no matter how much people says that your USELESS try again there is no harm in trying BUT REMAMBER GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT, that's what i call GUT'S, yeah words HURT US WORST THAN KNIVE but you have to bare that pain within you NO MATTER what don't give in so easily.

CORRECT YOUR DOWN FALLS MAKE IT RIGHT AGAIN OR IT WILL HUNT YOU DOWN TILL IT BECOMES YOUR DEEPES FEAR.

Grin your teeth look forward & be strong inside & outside.

Sleepless Night

2009-09-03T02:25:00.005+08:00

Well can't sleep again today, quite alot of things happen but most of all i'm hoping that someone is OK.

Night seems so cold
Hours seems so slow
Where do i go from here on?

Gazing around i only hear sounds,
Sounds that only i know
Wind slowly blowing
My THOUGHTS running WILD.

It's a lonely night
That I have to bare the pain within me.

Caring for somethings has make me weaker
Loving something has brought HAPPYNESS & SADNESS,
Belief & disbeliefing makes it harder to TRUST ONE ANOTHER.

Friendship makes the mood swings
Emotions are important.

What i learn in life you cannot just wish for happyness but
YOU HAVE TO PERSUIT FOR HAPPYNESS.

What tomorrow will bring
We wont know
But the smile you have
Makes it worth wild.

But things don't go the way we want,
Think of what makes you happy
Hope that smile will come back.

Once again your friends are aound you,
To comfort you i maybe not one of them
But always hoping for the best for all my friends.

Smile for tomorrow
FOR IT MIGHT BRING JOY AGAIN
TO THE LIFE YOU LOVE & LIVE upon.

Seize The Day OR Die Regretting "Meaningful Quote"

2009-08-26T00:25:00.010+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?Woooaaah, so
I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

I stand here alone

Falling away from you, no chance to get back home.

LOST OR LUST?

2009-08-25T05:31:00.004+08:00

Well i just lost the girl i truly LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART ofcouse i do admit that i Sincerly LOVE MY EX TOO but some how things just don't go the way you want it to be.

Until the end i still find out i'm truely USELESS in life i try to hard yet fail again i guess my leg's, are failing till it shaking till i can't walk the way i use to
(JUST A WORD).

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART NOW I'M LUST WITH NOTHING MUCH BUT FEAR & SADNESS but i truely appricate the TIME's WE spent & the joy i had with you, wish it could last more than LUST, thank you for everything.

Which Quality Best Describes Your Life, Exicting - Organise - Dull And Why?

2009-06-16T11:46:00.004+08:00

Well i WOULD SAY EXCITING, I have a lot of great friends in college even tough i get back stab no matter what it is MY LIFE IS STILL EXCITING AS EVER i like going every places that i don't know every night it so fun & ADVENTUROUS.

MY Family always get to gather most of the time on SUNDAYS always called as FAMILY DAY so many things happen i do go out a lot but there are times i study & find things EXCITING i didn't know that SPECIFIC GRAVITY IS!! SO IMPORTANT IN CAKE & BREAD MAKING that is what i CALL EXCITING FOR ME ^^.

Loving the day Or Just Plain BAD day

2009-05-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

well let's start with 22-05-09 this day i wont forget it ends well with a geat memories let's say something happen ^^.

on the 23-05-09 well again something cool happen eating breakfast with Gf Parents sure is scary...not saying they are just i'm scared lol...than went out for shoping with my Gf to buy my Mum a present well her birthday is on the 24th May so it end's well half day...
late at night IT TURNS TO 24th May so happen i got into a Road Block KENA SAMAN BECOUSE MY 3rd Light NOT WORKING than the POLICE WOMEN ask me to ask HELP next time with the INSPECTOR WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!! NO WAY MAN....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY LOVE YOU ALOT & SORRY I GOT SAMAN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY HAHA LOL.

My Pain

2009-05-19T19:49:00.004+08:00

Well let's start of with yesterday's
TOPIC it's CALLED THE BAD MOUTH OR SHOULD I SAY SHORT TONGUE?

Well this guy in college i know he might have some bad past or something but why is he always being so rude?

what happen was this

Me: ermm....could i Lend a this (rollingpin)
He: (In a Aggront Tone) NO CANNOT!!!

2 time

Me: Hey Jovi i have this (FORGET What it was) NOT JOVI WHO REPLYED ME BUT SOMEONE

He:(In a Aggront Tone) NO, NO NEED BYE!! BYE!!!

come on don't treat people like that...people have feelings ok...

Back to TODAY's TOPIC
WEll to day i was down becouse of things happen i feel so useless....just don't get it what am i doing all the time screwing everything up...sigh..anyway i want to

thank few of my friends
but most of all my GF (Sharon) Jovi (Bestfriend in College) Tan, Kevin,KT,Andy ^^ thanks for cheering me up ^^

Beginning Of THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

2009-05-15T00:19:00.004+08:00

Well today i'm very happy I'M NO LONGER SINGLE ^^ THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS (Sharon Leong Chen Yen) Sorry i could not Resist saying your name hehehe...
THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAY OF MY LIFE START TODAY 15 MAY 2009 even till the end i want's you to know i'm not RICH NOR POOR i cannot give you everything but i can LOVE YOU THE RIGHT WAY YOU WANT ME TO.
i know you would like to set more ground rules & i ACCEPT it that's if you want to ^^.

Age has never Bothers MY LOVE FOR YOU, when everthings gets hard i'm always trying to get there just for you, If there is a problem between us i hope we get it through it togather & i wish for a solustion for any problems i will be willing to work it out with you & YES I TO don't want THIS LOVE TO BE A SHORT TERM.

I WILL ALWAYS, ALWAYS TRUST YOU & HAVE FAITH IN YOU no metter what ofcouse like what i told you i get jelous but you know what i mean hehe.

I CANNOT WAIT TO MISS A SINGLE DAY becouse it would be like missing you A HOLE LOT THAN THAT TO. Just Can't Help It ^^

Yeah NO METTER WHAT HAPPENS YOUR NAME WILL ALWAYS REMAINS IN MY HEART , MY BLOG & IN MY LIFE FOREVER That's For Sure.

Meet Your MEAT

2009-05-11T20:11:00.003+08:00

To be honest i at 1st i like to eat all the meats but than when i saw this video it's just to much for me to handle slaughtering chicken,cow's,sheep, & alot more i just don't undersand why do we people do such thing i just don't.

I taught that Animals in the farm were harvest properly until i saw this video wacking the chickens, the tip of the chicken was gone it really is disgusting, wiphing the chicken limb by limb until they are weak it's very terrifying for me to see it.
the worst part is seeing the cow being cut half way while it's still alive & it's Blood if flooded Yuck!!.

PS:Miss Bina i'm sorry i could not write more becouse i feel disgusted.

Lovely Day, Crazy Moring (HAPPY MOTHERS DAY LOVE YOU MUM)

2009-05-10T07:31:00.022+08:00

Well let's start of from home i'm quite happy to see my family most of the time but shit happens like my BESTFRIEND (SHANMEEN TAN) for 13 year is going away as in Airstuwerd yeah APART OF ME WILL BE MISSING FEEL LIKE HALF OF MY HEART IS GONE....i know his GF is going to miss him to.

So i went out becouse i wanted to see him not becouse he has cash now he paid for my Movie,drinks,internet cafe but most of all i just want to be with him yeah sounds GAY haha but what can i do i feel like i'm loseing my brother just like my real one i miss him to just can't help it & to my real brother (DARYL LIM) don't think i really don't miss you becouse i just don't feel the same without you right here at home to THAN AGAIN YEAH IT SOUNDS GAY.

I went to watch movie with him with my other bestfriend (MENG WAI) at sunway ohh yeah Meen even looking for handbag for his MUM i feel bad becouse i don't have anything to give to my MUM but as long i spent time with her i hope that's ok, to bad that the shop was closeing so he want to go later around 10.00pm to go look for a beg to buy for his MUM.

After that we went to Asia Cafe it was so pack we went out to find other place Meng want to go home so yeah i sent him home, just left me & Meen not that i don't miss (MY BESTFRIENDS TO I DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) i was so happy just to talk about stuff alot of things.

But most of all I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER IF SHE IS OK, IS SHE SLEEPING WELL sigh hope your doing fine & don't think this is your fault it's just normal ^^

Than after me & Meen went to CC i got a call & i'm so sorry i could not pick you guy's/girl up at that time becouse i was with Meen so after Dota with Meen we hit to sunway mamak stall near his place we talk about Stoneing haha it was funny can't help it....when everything about to end we went to 7Eleven becouse Meen want to get a TOP UP so that he could talk with Rebacca Lim (Shanmeen's Girlfriend) hope she get to talk to him alot becouse he to rarely get a chance to talk to her.

I receive a call from a friend, Please, Please i just want to let you know don't take me as that kind of friends that need money yes i know i'm broke & stuff & i know you say it with good intenstion but don't take me like thoes friends & i know you don't mean it ^^ i'm glad to help out becouse i know that's what friends do we help each other without counting that's the way it should be the only thing i look for in a friend is your Loyalty as a friend & you did so i THANK YOU & I THANK GOD to have such a friend like you ( TO EVERY FRIENDS I HAVE MOST OF YOU HAVE BECOME MY BESTFRIENDS) the thing is i know when i'm in need you would do the same SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT becouse even if your a Stranger who need help i will becouse in return i want nothing becouse in the end you would do the same if someone needs help....so just think of me if you want to repay me becouse thinking of me you would do the same to others & i belief in you(Sorry that i put your name without asking Zhin Yui,Qit Yee) but i'm glad HALF OF THE DAY ends well & Zhin Yui & Qit Yee were home Safely lol Bare with the Lacture your Dad is going to give you but you do have a good reason becouse no transport plus you taught your Dad is coming lol can't help laughing sorry.

I Cannot sleep yet becouse TODAY IS A SPACIAL DAY FOR ME & TO EVERY SON's & DAUGHTER's OR SHOULD I SAY MOTHER'S & HUSBAND's
SO I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW MUM,DAD YOUR THE GREATES GIFT FROM GOD SO I WON'T want to miss it.
I want to spent this DAY with YOU MUM
I LOVE YOU MUM, DAD.

PS: I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER & HOW TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM,
BE STRONG BE PROUD GRIN YOUR TEETH & LOOKFOWARD BECOUSE YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE.
Don't think about it becouse today is a spacial day for you & your mum so spent moretime with her just to see her happy i bet that makes you happy to & when you do i do belief that she thinks that i'm proud of my girl & i'm glad to have her as my Daughter don't have regrets having her & my other Daughter & Son.

AND THANK HER NOT ME BECOUSE YOUR MUM & YOUR DAD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELS SO THANK HER FOR ME & YOURSELF THAT SHE HAS YOU & YOU HAVE HER & YOUR DAD TO DON'T FORGET YOUR BROTHER & SISTER TO haha i know you know but just do it hehe kind of boss aren't i ^^.

MOST OF ALL I JUST WANT TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM (That does not mean no one can sms me or call me lol) JUST LOVE TO SEE MY MUM SMILE JUST FOR ONCE WE CAN NEVER PERDICT THE FUTURE IT'S NOW OR NEVER, What people says is true once you lost the person who is dearest to you, you will find it regetful so it's now or never your choice.

SHOCK!!!!!!!

2009-05-09T05:02:00.002+08:00

well i guess this is my 1st time bing shock not only that i got to hyper active well i just don't know how to say it or how to explane it becouse to me it means alot.
Well i cannot sleep kind of hyper haha well it's like 5.14am in the morning. till next time ^.^

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Rachael

2009-05-08T18:24:00.004+08:00

well today it's tiring 2 well alot of things happen in college i kind of BURST but it's ok once in a while....yeah i know everyone in my college dislike me i guess so i think i will be who i'm a quite guy as usual should have stick to that long ago.

I'm quite proud of myself for making a cake for Rachael haha i'm happy she likes it that is the 2nd person i bake for but the one who get to try it the most is my Basketball Girlz team haha HEY GIRLS PLS POST YOUR NAMES haha i really don't know how to spell your names forgive me even if i'm your Coach haha

i really was happy when i saw them becouse the smile on their face keep me moving foward so yeah like everyone needs someone sometimes but they kind of save my day thanks a lot....Ohh yeah we cam whore today hahaha it's so fun & funny haha Love the girls hope to see them soon to haha.....
ohh there are some missing people to...this is the life i love ^^. other things that happen today it's kind of shocking to but well what can i say things happen right....

anyway stay tune for my story to be contuniue.

Team - College

2009-05-03T23:44:00.007+08:00

It's been a while since i update my blog well 1st of is the SAMADIAN Basketball Girls team that i Coach.
I'm PROUD And HONORED that i COACH a team like them even if they lose i really like to see the face of a smile while playing basketball, the girls did well on the competition 1 win 2 lost even it's their real 1st match they won 1st Round.
well i don't remamber what date but they were playing friendly match agains Aussuntarian's that's when i saw them play in peace & that's how it should be having fun in a game, hope they had fun to lol after the game we went out to have lunch at Wong Kok i took a pic for them encluding the Assunta basketball Girls team and yeah it's a great time with them.

College seem so stressful but i'm just like the rest doing their best but sometime i don't feel like showing it becouse people might think i'm bragging so what the point just do the best without you showing them but to keep up in class and all. Ohh...yeah i have a lot of Junior's but i feel like i'm a kid haha people in college thinks i'm so LC well i don't know how to explane it but most chinese people know what it is, well it's becouse i don't really want to talk i'm scared i say things at the wrong time so it's kind of hard.

well nothing much that i wanted to write down here till than wait up for ( I RUN A HUNDRED MILES TO GET YOU PART 3 HeHe)

CRAZY DAY

2008-11-03T21:29:00.004+08:00

well went out with Justine Met Tania,Farah(Nofie) Ruba & Darryl Fu if i'm not mistaken & some guy name Chris or some shit hahaha... so talk with Justine as usual he is funny i enjoyed being with my bestfriends well it had to end fast becouse he had to go home so i sent him home well ofcouse we talk more crap on the way back to his house....

after that i went to Jaya to hang out with Zhin Yiu.
Went to PICCADALLY than got so bored we move around...we talk about dream's yeah it is so funny when you had a dream that your going to die well that is my 1st time dreaming about it & how a girl got me crazy.
She slap me well this is in the dream lol back to the story i got piss i move out from the table we sat to wash my face got back talk to her friends like nothing had happen,
They where shock that i was ok with it than i drop her back with a bike haha,
it was a cool bike though so i ram the bike to the max got hit by the side of my face got a scar bleeding all the way down i was laying down on the grass for 3 dam days.

I mean it felt like it lol it is a dream...than got up took my bike went home my Mum and Dad was like ohh you went to your friends house to stay my Mum & Dad saw my scar they keep quite dunno why.
Went to college everyone din't want to talk to me and was scared i'm not sure why...i was like all alone the girl who slap my face was not clear who she was, she was so scared and feeling guilty that she slap me...
i cried everynight not sure why though... i woke up with tears in my eyes...After i had this dream i had another dream was a funny dream it was Qit Yee ask Mun Kit if i'm not mistaken how to spell his name...well they where on the bike she was smiling i was just looking back at the past hahaha not sure why but it is odd.... the at night my bestfriend Tony Wong his friend got ROB....it was a hell of a night went to Police station took a long time to come out from the Station sigh...

This is how Mike & Stella Look Like

2008-09-07T23:02:00.005+08:00

this is how Mike Robinson & Stella Madison look like ^^

THX TO MY NEW FRIEND Cyrus who DRAW THEM

OHH yeah Stella's name i spell it wrongly >.<

SOMETHING ABOUT MY PAST & PRASENT

2008-06-12T23:15:00.004+08:00

I still remamber the days i had with my Brother & Sister. Always my Aunty's ask me want some sweet my brother & sister was there i always say how about my Kor Kor & Jie Jie..both of them just grap the sweet away & i have none sometimes just that i never feel wanted in my family, Always wondering alone...when my cousin around they always stuck with the older ppl & i left alone when they have a conversition so i never had a real one until i stared going to school & all but people think i talk alot but look at me...do i look like i talk to many people in my life i don't blame anyone but i just want people to understand me...when i was in school people bully me becouse i was really short no body likes me accept some people i dunno what they see in me, always felt alone but there is someone on my shadow it was a boy who i stand up & look up to was Shanmeen Tan..than my brother who actnolage my Exsisten than my sister who alway telling me stuff about how wonderful LOVE can be but than it is diffrent now...when i started in a GOURP off people who take me in as a family although we are same age accept for one Sashi was the guy who show me the out side world. MY father was the one who thought me what is right & wrong as for my Mother she show me that LOVE is diffrent from the real world only a Mother LOVE IS THERE ALWAYS WHEN YOU NEED ONE YEAH Parents MAYBE Pain in the butt but than we have to accept it becouse they gone thourgh a lot more than us, but than i always feel alone going to the movies alone, i din't want Shanmeen to know becouse he has his own suffering my brother he is the best with words to counter me always i can never win againts it maybe Sashi can as for the rest of the mambers of the group thinks i'm a pest sometime but all i really want them to see is that every momment i spent with them i trasure it...as for my family i might not be there but my heart is always there they might say i care about my friends more than my family that is not true i love them just that i always in a mist can never know what is what..... as for my past i always wanted to do something to help people & love them but i can never do that becouse i always feel usless no metter what i try... i always play sports becouse i always love the wind the feeling like your free from your worries...than i came acrosse a girl who give me a free cookies that taste really really nice so i want to be a Pastry Chef becouse one cookies can make you feel really happy than i thought why not if i try to make one & make everyone happy just like that little girl who give me that cookie..well back to my past i dunno why i did everything alone when i was young i though my parents know but they din't so ofcouse i lack of confident as i grow older...so ofcouse i talk nosence i blame everything one my self...when i was standerd 1 - 5 i always disturb girl but than i reach standerd 6 i change becouse of a girl who punch me she though me what is a Gentelman must do so i stared the code of a Gentelman so yeah i study them always read about them nobody think i would but i did so i change but people think i'm a jerk well whant can i say looks are desiving...WELL I WILL CONTINUE AS SOON AS POSIBLE TILL THAN TAKE CARE

GrandMother

2008-03-06T05:41:00.002+08:00

well recently my gandmother passaway.finially all my Dad's side of the family came down to show their respect. well we all have fun going out togather & 1st time of our life our cousin Christabel requested for all the cousin to go out well that is something new from her she rarely talk to us but now she does..well she change a lot so as many of them accept Leonard sigh he is elder than all of the cousin's LIM SIDE he still don't understand that he has a wife who is pregnent. will up date soon

Trevor

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

Signing OUT

A Story, Title: "I Run A Hundred Miles To Get You" Part 2

2007-06-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

well i reached ENGLAND and it seems like a nice place with a beautiful weather though it is really cold.

Stella house is located at PADDINGTON ROAD.Well i'm right in front of her house man i'm nervous, "Knock" "Knock" Yes yong led how may i help u??

"Said Mr.Madison" "I Said" it me Mike. Ohh it been a while Mike come in

come in. Is she here ohh. she left dismorning.

So Mike how is your job heard that your a million air now. Yeah my job is great just being a top chef, pls excouse me i got to go & catch a flight. Sure take care Mike. darn where would she be now..."CellPhone Ringing" hello Sir she left this morning.

I know that Gary can u tell me where she is?? She is at Paris Sir.

" Said Gary" WHAT!!!!!! what is she doing there Sigh Nerver Mind.

Well Gary is my Butler he help me a lot. I'm at the AirPort

but cant get a flight this early. Hello miss can i get a 4.00Pm Flight??"I Said"
Sorry Mr.Mike Robinson we only have the 7.32 Flight.ok i will take that. here u go sir &
have a good flight.

I'm at Paris WOW the EIFFEL TOWER it is really a beauty went it is at night, Gustsave Eiffel the man who designed The EIFFEL TOWER.

A Story, Title: "I Run A Hundred Miles To Get You"

2007-04-29T02:56:00.000+08:00

Hi. My name is Mike. Not Mikey, not Mike Tyson, not Michael Jordan,not even Michael Jackson. Just plain Mike.Well my full name is Mike Robinson
and I'm 21 years old.I live in a small town called Dalle Dale. I grew up from there.

It started on this day that I’m always a loser at school, I love this girl.
Her name is Stella Madison. Well Stella sees a different way about me. She likes me for me, oh she thinks I 'm cute too. He he. As usual I always get bullied, I always think of taking my life away but then, I read about a guy that got bullied and took his life away. I feel sad and the same pain he is going through, so I thought about it, what if I did it? and then I’ll think how will my parents feel about me taking my life away?

It's 5.ooam. (The alarm clock) is ringing. I need to spent an hour snoozing, I don’t think I'm going to make it. I watched the clock but it isn’t moving. Damn! I missed my bus. As I walked down the town, everyone seem so happy. Hmm...Them and their big fake smiles, sigh. Well I reached school and this sucks!

“Hey hey look who we have here?? My oh my, It’s Mike!!”
“Please, leave me alone!” I replied. Well, let me introduce to you the 3 big bullies and their small brains in their thick skull, Jone the leader, Grim, and Koby.
“Hey, where do you think your going?” said the bullies.
“Leave me alone, you dick head!!! UHH...!” I shouted.
“We are so scared!!! What are you going to do?? Hit us??”
Well here is where my life stared to change.
“Yeah u heard me?? You Have A Big Body And A Small Brain”
“Oh you’re dead meat Robinson!”

Well, I started to fight back and guess what?? I won!! But I was covered in blood.
“Well young man, where do you think you’re going??” said someone.
Oh, I almost forgot! Meet my Head of Talk-Too-Much Teacher,Mrs. Deborah. “Young man you’re in a lot of trouble. Go to the principal office right now!!” she shouted.
Sigh Poor Mrs. Deborah. Well I guess Mrs. Deborah had never get laid for a long time that’s what makes her so grumpy all the time haha.

My principal’s name is Jones Boldin, “I’ve never seen a boy like you in my office.
What happened, my boy??” said the principal. I explained everything. “Oh, in my days there is nothing like that…” he goes on talking about GRANDMOTHER STORIES bla bla bla.... “MR. Mike Robinson, I’m letting you of the hook this time
and there will not be a next time, ok young man??” the principal warned. “ Yeah sure whatever Mr. Jones.” I replied.
I'm in my class room and everyone is staring at me. Even when I’m out of class, stuffing my books into the locker and closing them, everyone still stared at me.
Stella’s locker is right next to mine. She stood right beside me and I'm so nervous to
talk to her.

“Hey...Mike.” she said. “Err...hi Stella.” i replied. “I heard from my friend that you were fighting with those JERKS. I could not believe you stood up for all of us!” she compliment. “Oh someday, some how, some one have to do it, right??” I replied. “Oh well I got to go. I'm going to be late for class.” “Yeah, me too.”

Tomorrow is PROM NIGHT. School is going to end about few more hours.
Man! I have to ask her out. “Hi Stella” “Hi Mike” “Err....I was wondering, do you
have a date for the Prom??” I asked, nervously. “No. I don't.” Thank goodness “Would you like to come with me??” I asked. “Sure! I’d love that! oh see you at 7.30.” she answered. “Sure. I’ll be there” “Sure Mike, see you at my place 7.30 sharp
(giggles).” She said.
Boy oh boy, it’s going to be 7.30. What am i going to do?? “Hey Dad, can I lend your car??” I asked. “ Sure son, but make sure it comes back in one piece.” He said. “Sure dad” “Oh yeah son, will you please fill in the tank on the way back?? Thanks.” He said. “Sure, dad. ” I arrived there at 7.31. Damn! 1 minute late! Well as you all know,
guys like to adjust hair before ringing the door bell. At least, that’s what
I do. I’m vain, I know.

“Hi Mrs. and Mr. Madison. ” I said. “Stella! Your date is here!” said Mrs. Madison. “Coming, Ma.” she answered. “Young man, may I have a word with you??” Mr. Madison asked. “Sure Mr. Madison.” “I know you’re a grown man, as you know, she has to be back before 12 midnight.” He said. “Sure. You can count on me Sir, I mean Mr. Madison”
“Okay, boy. I trust your words.”
We arrived at the Prom and everyone was dancing. Stella and I was dancing and chatting. Surprisingly, we were nominated as prom King and Queen. I sent her back on time. Phew...that was really lucky of me but bad luck, I had to push the car down a few blocks to get the tank full. Well before that, the sad thing is, we parted after a kiss on the door step as we say our good byes. My first kiss, I gave it to her. My first and last.
As 3 YEARS passed, I'm 21 year old now and I have a stable job but then I keep trying to get her back after all these years. I heard that she is TRAVELING around the world. I went to every place where she is going but there are a lot of OBSTACLES in my way.
First destination: England. Her home town.

IF U WANT ME TO "CONTINUE" THE "CONTINUATION" PLS LEAVE ME A COMMENT THANKS ^.^

FRIENDS

2007-04-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

well today again my day become bad but it is ok
friends i really do admire them a lot
but what happends went they read about something about u that u never let it out.
if u say u been there for me why??am i still crying at night went i close my eyes
tears just keep flowing.
i never mean to brake ur heart but the thruth is there i might be blind but why cant u see that i know some how u care i might say silly thing or do silly mistake i might not remamber
pls let me know i want to refresh all that,
i never meant to brake a heart or a soul u think i lied
than why am i always feeing so empty all the time went i was down i know u are there u think i can forget that i always say this to my self there is someone who care but they think i dont apprecite it but i really do apprecite it
pls dont let this friendship go becouse of my silly mistake or my sillyness.

Pls i may have forget just refresh me so that i could always write what u have done for me i want to say SORRY i know SORRY is just not enough

TO ALL MY FRIENDS REFRESH ME
DON'T LEAVE ME, ALL I WANT IS MY REAL FRIEND AGAIN

~*~Bao Bao~*~ sry i know it is not enough, pls forgive me

Well that is all my life is complecated just help me get through
pls let me know who u are

Ur PaL
Trevor AKA All Malaysian Rejects

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

Ps:I'm STUPID dont let my STUPIDTY lose our friendship ya thx

Never Going To Bring Me Down

2007-04-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

I woke up on the other side
could not belive that i'm still alive
it's another day
full of lies And
full with big fake smiles
they dont even mean it
they just want to bing me down.
They cant....!!! bring....me..down
i have u i have faith
i have love i have joy with u
they cant bing me down
notthing they say or do
can bring me down.........!!!.
This love will never stop
they will never tear us apart
what they say it just to
make us be apart
it's a game to them.

(Chorus)
Your Never Going To Bring Me Down
Your Never Going To Take Whats Mine
U Can Go To Hell
What Round Comes Round....
LOVE IS ALL TO STAND TALL
LOVE IS EVERYTHING TO MAKE ME ALIVE
LOVE IS STRONG
LOVE IS REAL
LOVE IS PURE
there is no way u can bring us down
there is no way u can understand us
there is no way u can feel the way we feel
OUR LOVE IS TURE...

back to ur games
u played me like a video game
i not ur toy i have feeling to
why dont u see that
we want to be together
u took my stuff toshing it around
u broke my stuff i cried
but u still do the same thing to me
not today...

(Chorus)

She is True
She is Real
She is There For Me
Do you have
what i have
you cant tost
u can bring me down
so go back home
find ur self a real
Girl & Friend
OUR LOVE IS TRUE...TILL THE END

I Have A Confess She Is My Life

2007-04-24T07:00:00.000+08:00

She Is My Life

went every time i get a msg for her it makes me feel so so happy like i'm up in the sky, with all the words she says to me feels like it is a never ending that we will last till the very last breath.

I'm always stuck in gear 2 , She makes me move on to gear 3 & so on
i feel so alive went i have her some how she is like my passion , hobby , interest & many more u could think of.

Singing Out

Trevor

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

Well Something Went Ok

2007-04-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

Well it seems that she is online at 11.--pm 21 April that is something good, i just chat with her it seems that i know why, well i have to change not to talk to much at least now i can rest in peace.

Befor she was online i went out to have a drink alone as usual doing stuff alone most of my years.I use to remamber the times that i was watching movie alone at the cinima well my family dont know that but i have this feeling that keeps me in the dark side ,
went i was 11 year old a guy treaten me if i dont smoke like pull in the air in he is going to puch me well than i did it, from than on i stared to like somking.

well there is a lot of bad memories like went i go to the mall i dint have friends to go out with that was until 15 year old no one wants to hang out with me so i did not socialise much with ppl so i stated talking to much ppl hate me but they like me for being to kind , nice , sincere & "To Loyal" there are alot of things that i have to change to inprove my relationship that is not to talk to much.
well that is not all my BESTFRIEND since standerd 1 (Gred 1) i forgot that all the time i had with him lol anyway his name is Shanmeen Tan, i was ALONE when he is not around

well thats it

signing out
Trevor

Well About Me This Time

2007-04-21T15:14:00.001+08:00

Well lately i have not been well , i read my brother blog i wanted to tell him ever since i was young i been admireing him not only him my cousins , Friends to they are much better than me.

Well now is about me all my life i always wanted to be acknowledge like Naruto, i have not have much real friends they lie to me they use me alot some how i feel that i'm just a thing in their life's i cared about them but all it ends up i have no friends to look up, back to the start like Naruto no want is there to save me, my Sister & Brother are always busy.

I have no want to talk no want to trust no more & my handphone always no msg from friends do they really care??

I have been playing sports a lot i been pushing my self to the limit but it seem silly, well a lot of ppl say i'm childish & lame all i ever wanted is to make ppl happy but it seem to be the other way round.

I'm slow at thinking & studying but no want udnerstand i dunno my self i tried to study hard but no want see that, all i see that i'm always trying but never reach it, i always like to say sorry to much becouse i'm scared to lose a friend but i guess sorry also can lose a lot.

I tend to talk a lot in MSN becouse there is no one els to chat always busy no wants to talk to me no ones every sit down & ask hey "Trev let talk" what do u think about me??what do u like??why are we always far apart?? no wants see me the way i do i want them to i want to be my self but i guess most of my time i get carried away & Talk to much u wonder why well i never have someone talk to.

went someone says i will be there for u they, they say friends for ever what heppend to that is it all lies??

I wonder will anyone out there have a will to talk to me & make me not talk to much??

the reason i like my Gf becouse she said something that all my GF would never said "i'm here for you" that is not the only thing that makes me happy well she talk to me until late night no girls have done that for me.
Well i though so but than i alway remamber my best friend Shanmeen Tan who has been there for me since standerd 1 (gred 1)

Well that is it for today

~Trev_HaruIchigo~
I'm Out Of Here Take Care Everyone
Thanks For Reading My Blog

Have You Ever Fallen So Hard??

2007-04-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone you don't really know But the first time you talked to them.They had you right there at ''hello''?

Have you ever fallen so hard For a completely perfect stranger But you wanted to get to know them Even though it could put you in danger?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone that you never met But when you started talking to them You knew it was something you wouldn't regret?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who can make you fly By just saying "baby, I love you''And you just know it's not a lie?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone so perfect Who's like an angel to you And treats you with so much respect?

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make your day??

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make you feel alive??

Have you ever fallen so hard For someone who just make u feel like you can be your self??

Have you ever fallen so hard Or as fast as you can blink, so quick But there's something about her And you two just automatically click?

Cutie Pie,I've fallen so hard You're my Angel from above God sent you to me To Learn How To "LOVE & To For Give & Forget"

To:Leonie
From: Trevor

LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTEM OF MY HEART

Early Morning

2007-04-21T11:08:00.000+08:00

Well this morning i woke up about 6.00Am sharp went back to sleep for a few mints becouse i was really tired lol well . than i head to my Sisters house to go play football with her Bf & Brothers & others well it was a nice traning come back about 9.--Am well like i promie a friend i will write back my poem about her well this is the poem for her hope she like's it

This Is How You Remind Me

You remind me of a flower,Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all.

You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.Someone people can turn to in crisis,Loved by all.

You remind me of a teddy,Cute and huggable Someone people feel comfortable with,Special to all.

You remind me of a balloon,Happy and bouncy.Someone people can have fun with,Enjoyed by all.

You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,A friend I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

To:Jacinta
From: Trevor

Well That's it, wait for my new post later ppl
thank for reading this Ohh yeah there alot of ppl i wanted to write about them how much they ment to me ^.^ hope i got time to do so lol

~Trev_HaruIchigo~
Signing Out T_T

Changes I Have To Do You Agree On My Changes??

2007-04-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Well i have to start chageing my anoyying attitude.
hmm...let's see my smokeing habit ohh & RESPECT HER PRIVACY
i guess that what she want's i should have change all this long ago
sigh. Tell me what somemore should i change??Hmm... stop acthing childish have to learn about her more get to know her more LOVE HER ONLY HER...well that all i can think of tell me if there is anything els i should change ya??

well i'm out of here.

Her Baby
Trevor

~Trev_HaruIchigo~

WORST DAY

2007-04-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

Well most ppl say the day can never get worst well for me it did get much worst i think she hates me now.

Well today i woke up at 5.20am sharp went back to my house to take a shower than get ready to go to school. But befor that i use the com to check if she reply but no reply , guess what a naked girl sent a comment on my friendster say hi dont u remamber me Dam who is she i dunno who is that girl.I think Leonie saw that thing last night it get worst i dunno what to do or what Say & think now sigh
i hope at least she read my blog to understand what is going on
plus out of all my GF she is the best although we never meet face to face she make me happy some how i dint mean to make it worst for her darn what am i going to do??

well today i make a song but hope it is good

This Lonely Day
5.00AM The Clock Is Ringing I Need To Spent And Hour Snoozing
The Only Person On My Mind Is You Oh...Yeah , I'm Sitting
In The Bus All Alone No One Wants To Sit
Next To Me

(Chorus)
I'm Stuck In Hell
Where Have I Gone Wrong
What Can I Do To Make It All Right Again
What Can I Do To Make Her Feel Alright Again
Cutie Pie Pls Give Me Time To Make Things Right Again
I Dont Want To Be Far Apart From You All I Need Is You,
You Are All I Need And Want In My Life I Could Not
Think Of Anyone Els In My Mind Your The One I Live For
Your The One I Need...

You Are Always There For Me
You Are The One For Me
You Are The One I Want To Share My Life To
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again...

(Chorus)

You Are Always There For Me
You Are The One For Me
You Are The One I Want To Share My Life To
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again
Pls Let Me Make Things Right Again

To My ~Cutie Pie~
Artis:Trevor Lim

Today Is A Sad Day

2007-04-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

Well Yesterday I Did My blog but than it dissapear Darn It try so hard just to let her know but i guess it is gone all my hard work of typeing >.<.

darn now her HandPhone Is Confiscated Shit!!! IT IS ALL BECOUSE OF ME Oh NO!!!WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!?? Pls Help Me i need advice to tell her i'm more than sorry...HELP!!

I want her to show her how much i love her & how much she ment to me.

Well today i went out to swim my hole body is killing me sigh
but i'm still worried about her plus i dint mean to get her into trouble btw if she knows that i topup her hp & that is the reason why her hp was Confiscated i Guess i wonder what will she says >.<.

well that is for now

~She Is The Only Girl For Me~