Saturday, October 9, 2010

Love Note (A song)

Hey girl, i saw you on the cross road,
I tried to wave, but my heart wont stop beating,
If you only know how much i like you..
If only you know what i think of you.

(Chorus) 2x
You're eyes they are so wonderful.
Like the brightest star above, that lead me back home ohh BABY.
I tried many things to show you.
I Did many things to let you know,
that i just wanna treat you right.


I just had to be dishonest..
Left you a love note
Probably you would know it's all about you,
Leting you know just how wonderful you are TOO ME!!!!

Oh baby i just had to be dishonest
left you alone... din't mean to be this bad..
Look in my eyes if you could only see, JUST HOW AMAZING YOU ARE..
just hope you see you're REFLECTION.
The guy's around you keep pop up like bottles and trying, trying to get you're attention...
Just so you know I left you a LOVE NOTE.

Talking :Baby....i know we wont be togather so at the end of the page i wrote to you, that's my good bye's too you, if you find another man, I just have one Demand I hope he is not like me, I hope he greet you with his arms wide open, I LIKE YOU.

PS: thanks for giving me chance ^-^ glad that i met you.

You'rs Truly : ------

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Once Upon a time, there a Boy who lived alone he decided to go on a JOURNEY.

Along the winding road he meet a girl who has a mother and a father,

as he keep walking trying to ignore the house he saw, the young girl suddenly came out of her house.

As soon as he saw her he start to find a place to hide, her eyes meet his, he didn't realise she saw him, as he turn to look again she was missing so he though she went back in the house, BOO she shouted...he turn and look at her with a shock face but no voice would come out.

She was so surprise that he didn't shout or scream his lounges out, She look at him and she realise that he does not smile and she said Hi my name is Cassandra what your name?

He said hi back My name is SAM, Sam was so curious what is Cassandra. As Sam has not seen a girl in his life since his parents pass away when he was just a baby, and his uncle who always abuse him, but then his uncle too pass away and he live alone.

Sam has not been out of his room till he was 14 years old now he is 17 years old, Cassandra is 17 too.

As soon as he walk away saying bye she told him, she wants to tag along, he was not sure what to say, he just walk without saying anything and she fallowed him.

On the Journey he saw this food and he pick it up and started eating it she stop him and say that is not a good thing to eat, and he just drop it with out asking why (Poison Mushroom), Sam likes to walk alone but Cass would fellow him closely.

Suddenly a Gang of people start coming out and pick a fight with Sam , Sam Ignore them but they started touching Cass he could not help but to fight back as he run towards the guys they punch him he still fight back without a seconds taught as the fight was stop as soon as they got bored they leave, Cass was thanking Sam for helping her, he just look at her and say, YOU'RE my only friend, the reason i did not eat the food is not because you said no but i trust you, the reason i wanted to walk alone is to see if you would stick close to me...the reason i didn't START a Fight is because it might hurt you, THE REASON I TURN BACK IS TO CHANGE MY PAST AND MAKE IT A PRESENT THAT I WOULD NOT REGRET IN THE FUTURE.

8 years has pass, Cassandra Family was sad they return back there and the parents was shock to see a guy who is all dress up and well manned, SAM said I'm sorry back then i didn't STOP Cassandra she was my only friend i meet when i pass by your house, SAM kneel down and beg for, forgiveness. Cassandra father DEAN said stand up and tell me you're story and i might just forgive you, Cassandra Mother was looking at Cass and said did you eat well? Cass was saying Mom i miss your food and they set down and start eating, as meal is finish.

Sam told his story and they understand what happen, As soon as all that ends,
SAM took out the ring and said would you Cassandra MARRY me, she was shock and saw a rose and even a ring that cost (Rm10000) she said i don't want your money but yes i would MARY YOU, SAM said I'm happy you said that, DID you know why i ask you now? for year's you been following me and helping me... HERE'S TO YOU I WANTED TO KNOW YOU, ALL I WANTED WAS A FRIEND BUT NOW ALL I WANTED IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE LIKE YOU, BEING BY MY SIDE FOR THOSE YEAR'S...Cassandra started to her parents said would you stay with us to Sam? SAM said would you fellow me to a house i wanted a family with GRANDPARENT'S to LOVE THEIR Grandchild's they started Crying...


This is Dedicated to my NEW BEST FRIEND : Claire Yeng Yeng

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Wonder (Love Wonder)

Sometimes i wonder was it me or it's you,

I don't know what i got myself into.

This relationship i see

It's not going anywhere,

Can't help but to wonder, Was it me or it's you..

Baby..the problem we can see,

But we wont tell one another..

We are fighting for nuts.

This Ain't going to take us back,

Back to that SWEET PLACE, we remember.

That place is like us, ain't what it used to be,

It was beautiful just like you,

But now it's just like us broken and dusty.

We did our vows but look,

We're screwed ain't going to look back are you?

Fighting for things we said and do.

Baby i know we mean't well...

But this is going no where,

So your a mess, i ain't going back to you...

But i sure will fix that Sweet Place..with or without you.


Thursday, September 17, 2009

Things People SAID.

Well today post is about PEOPLE saying shit about my ex.

Now she said things that makes it clear, I'm feeling much better since that cleared.

Well let me tell you about her,
She is sweet, nice caring loving.
She have not done anything to hurt me SO WHY YOU GUY'S Keep saying let go it's her fault,
It was not even hers to Begin with so yeah even when you guys say that guy is a jerk what can i do, well it's my fault for being to nice to him,
She was the only girl who makes me happy in all my relationship with other girls some of them did bring joy to my life but not like hers, just not like hers.
she has the most Beautiful eyes & the Grates SMILE ever.
time we spent is so different from my previous one, the laughter was the great time we had
now it's all gone all i can say is thank you, but i have lots to learn, be mad be angry i wont blame you but IF YOU LEFT ME HANGING how do i MOVE ON LET ME KNOW????.

SO TO THAT GUY WHO SCREW MY LIFE WITH HER come on if your say it's TRUE than talk don't RUN & don't say like why should i do this & that to you bla bla bla, KEEP YOUR LIES TO YOUR SELF I HAD ENOUGH.

even saying things to other about me behind my back until they tell me & i still trusted you COME ON DON'T SAY YOU DIDN'T, if you dare to say that you didn't SAY IT, THAN SAY IT TO MY FACE, what ever la you don't have to explain it to me if that's what your thinking in the 1st places.

IF YOUR A TRUE FRIEND YOU WOULD TOLD ME WHAT YOU TOLD IN THE 1st Places NOT HIDING IT & SAY MOVE ON. Like you got no feelings are you even human?.

you told me she is like this & like that, I wont say what you said but HEY you want her right SELFISH BUGGER, go enjoy all your happy MOMENT 365 days see witch DAY YOU WILL DIE 1st.

Thursday, September 3, 2009


Well this past few week's I have been experiencing coldness in the air, i guess i deserved to be treated that way since I broke a heart, spoil peoples fun joy BUT MOST OF ALL I make that beautiful SMILE TO A SADDER ONE.

Well i know i blame so manything but why can't i blame my self & try to make things right again saying it's easy but doing it might not, well i'm going to prove my self wrong this time by doing it now, just saying wont work.

HOPE THAT Beautiful SMILE will come back again one day.

Learn from mistake no matter how much people says that your USELESS try again there is no harm in trying BUT REMAMBER GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT, that's what i call GUT'S, yeah words HURT US WORST THAN KNIVE but you have to bare that pain within you NO MATTER what don't give in so easily.


Grin your teeth look forward & be strong inside & outside.

Sleepless Night

Well can't sleep again today, quite alot of things happen but most of all i'm hoping that someone is OK.

Night seems so cold
Hours seems so slow
Where do i go from here on?

Gazing around i only hear sounds,
Sounds that only i know
Wind slowly blowing

It's a lonely night
That I have to bare the pain within me.

Caring for somethings has make me weaker
Loving something has brought HAPPYNESS & SADNESS,
Belief & disbeliefing makes it harder to TRUST ONE ANOTHER.

Friendship makes the mood swings
Emotions are important.

What i learn in life you cannot just wish for happyness but

What tomorrow will bring
We wont know
But the smile you have
Makes it worth wild.

But things don't go the way we want,
Think of what makes you happy
Hope that smile will come back.

Once again your friends are aound you,
To comfort you i maybe not one of them
But always hoping for the best for all my friends.

Smile for tomorrow

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Seize The Day OR Die Regretting "Meaningful Quote"

  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

  • I found you here, now please just stay for a while
  • I can move on with you around
  • I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
  • I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
  • We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
  • Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
  • No longer needed here so where do we go?Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
  • But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
  • Please tell me what we have is real
  • So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?Woooaaah, so
  • I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
  • I beg don't leave me

  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
  • Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


Well i just lost the girl i truly LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART ofcouse i do admit that i Sincerly LOVE MY EX TOO but some how things just don't go the way you want it to be.

Until the end i still find out i'm truely USELESS in life i try to hard yet fail again i guess my leg's, are failing till it shaking till i can't walk the way i use to


I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART NOW I'M LUST WITH NOTHING MUCH BUT FEAR & SADNESS but i truely appricate the TIME's WE spent & the joy i had with you, wish it could last more than LUST, thank you for everything.