Thursday, September 17, 2009

Things People SAID.

Well today post is about PEOPLE saying shit about my ex.
1st YOU DON'T NO HER.
2nd WHY YOU SAY THINGS ABOUT HER TO HURT ME.

Now she said things that makes it clear, I'm feeling much better since that cleared.

Well let me tell you about her,
She is sweet, nice caring loving.
She have not done anything to hurt me SO WHY YOU GUY'S Keep saying let go it's her fault,
It was not even hers to Begin with so yeah even when you guys say that guy is a jerk what can i do, well it's my fault for being to nice to him,
She was the only girl who makes me happy in all my relationship with other girls some of them did bring joy to my life but not like hers, just not like hers.
she has the most Beautiful eyes & the Grates SMILE ever.
time we spent is so different from my previous one, the laughter was the great time we had
now it's all gone all i can say is thank you, but i have lots to learn, be mad be angry i wont blame you but IF YOU LEFT ME HANGING how do i MOVE ON LET ME KNOW????.

SO TO THAT GUY WHO SCREW MY LIFE WITH HER come on if your say it's TRUE than talk don't RUN & don't say like why should i do this & that to you bla bla bla, KEEP YOUR LIES TO YOUR SELF I HAD ENOUGH.

even saying things to other about me behind my back until they tell me & i still trusted you COME ON DON'T SAY YOU DIDN'T, if you dare to say that you didn't SAY IT, THAN SAY IT TO MY FACE, what ever la you don't have to explain it to me if that's what your thinking in the 1st places.

IF YOUR A TRUE FRIEND YOU WOULD TOLD ME WHAT YOU TOLD IN THE 1st Places NOT HIDING IT & SAY MOVE ON. Like you got no feelings are you even human?.


you told me she is like this & like that, I wont say what you said but HEY you want her right SELFISH BUGGER, go enjoy all your happy MOMENT 365 days see witch DAY YOU WILL DIE 1st.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Cold

Well this past few week's I have been experiencing coldness in the air, i guess i deserved to be treated that way since I broke a heart, spoil peoples fun joy BUT MOST OF ALL I make that beautiful SMILE TO A SADDER ONE.

Well i know i blame so manything but why can't i blame my self & try to make things right again saying it's easy but doing it might not, well i'm going to prove my self wrong this time by doing it now, just saying wont work.

HOPE THAT Beautiful SMILE will come back again one day.

Learn from mistake no matter how much people says that your USELESS try again there is no harm in trying BUT REMAMBER GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT, that's what i call GUT'S, yeah words HURT US WORST THAN KNIVE but you have to bare that pain within you NO MATTER what don't give in so easily.

CORRECT YOUR DOWN FALLS MAKE IT RIGHT AGAIN OR IT WILL HUNT YOU DOWN TILL IT BECOMES YOUR DEEPES FEAR.

Grin your teeth look forward & be strong inside & outside.

Sleepless Night

Well can't sleep again today, quite alot of things happen but most of all i'm hoping that someone is OK.

Night seems so cold
Hours seems so slow
Where do i go from here on?

Gazing around i only hear sounds,
Sounds that only i know
Wind slowly blowing
My THOUGHTS running WILD.

It's a lonely night
That I have to bare the pain within me.

Caring for somethings has make me weaker
Loving something has brought HAPPYNESS & SADNESS,
Belief & disbeliefing makes it harder to TRUST ONE ANOTHER.

Friendship makes the mood swings
Emotions are important.


What i learn in life you cannot just wish for happyness but
YOU HAVE TO PERSUIT FOR HAPPYNESS.

What tomorrow will bring
We wont know
But the smile you have
Makes it worth wild.

But things don't go the way we want,
Think of what makes you happy
Hope that smile will come back.

Once again your friends are aound you,
To comfort you i maybe not one of them
But always hoping for the best for all my friends.

Smile for tomorrow
FOR IT MIGHT BRING JOY AGAIN
TO THE LIFE YOU LOVE & LIVE upon.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Seize The Day OR Die Regretting "Meaningful Quote"

  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

  • I found you here, now please just stay for a while
  • I can move on with you around
  • I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
  • I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
  • We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
  • Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
  • No longer needed here so where do we go?Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
  • But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
  • I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
  • But I'm too young to worry
  • (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
  • Please tell me what we have is real
  • So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?Woooaaah, so
  • I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
  • I beg don't leave me

  • Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
  • It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

  • Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
  • Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

LOST OR LUST?

Well i just lost the girl i truly LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART ofcouse i do admit that i Sincerly LOVE MY EX TOO but some how things just don't go the way you want it to be.

Until the end i still find out i'm truely USELESS in life i try to hard yet fail again i guess my leg's, are failing till it shaking till i can't walk the way i use to

(JUST A WORD).

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART NOW I'M LUST WITH NOTHING MUCH BUT FEAR & SADNESS but i truely appricate the TIME's WE spent & the joy i had with you, wish it could last more than LUST, thank you for everything.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Which Quality Best Describes Your Life, Exicting - Organise - Dull And Why?

Well i WOULD SAY EXCITING, I have a lot of great friends in college even tough i get back stab no matter what it is MY LIFE IS STILL EXCITING AS EVER i like going every places that i don't know every night it so fun & ADVENTUROUS.

MY Family always get to gather most of the time on SUNDAYS always called as FAMILY DAY so many things happen i do go out a lot but there are times i study & find things EXCITING i didn't know that SPECIFIC GRAVITY IS!! SO IMPORTANT IN CAKE & BREAD MAKING that is what i CALL EXCITING FOR ME ^^.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Loving the day Or Just Plain BAD day

well let's start with 22-05-09 this day i wont forget it ends well with a geat memories let's say something happen ^^.

on the 23-05-09 well again something cool happen eating breakfast with Gf Parents sure is scary...not saying they are just i'm scared lol...than went out for shoping with my Gf to buy my Mum a present well her birthday is on the 24th May so it end's well half day...
late at night IT TURNS TO 24th May so happen i got into a Road Block KENA SAMAN BECOUSE MY 3rd Light NOT WORKING than the POLICE WOMEN ask me to ask HELP next time with the INSPECTOR WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!! NO WAY MAN....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY LOVE YOU ALOT & SORRY I GOT SAMAN ON YOUR BIRTHDAY HAHA LOL.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

My Pain

Well let's start of with yesterday's
TOPIC it's CALLED THE BAD MOUTH OR SHOULD I SAY SHORT TONGUE?

Well this guy in college i know he might have some bad past or something but why is he always being so rude?

what happen was this

Me: ermm....could i Lend a this (rollingpin)
He: (In a Aggront Tone) NO CANNOT!!!

2 time

Me: Hey Jovi i have this (FORGET What it was) NOT JOVI WHO REPLYED ME BUT SOMEONE

He:(In a Aggront Tone) NO, NO NEED BYE!! BYE!!!

come on don't treat people like that...people have feelings ok...

Back to TODAY's TOPIC
WEll to day i was down becouse of things happen i feel so useless....just don't get it what am i doing all the time screwing everything up...sigh..anyway i want to

thank few of my friends
but most of all my GF (Sharon) Jovi (Bestfriend in College) Tan, Kevin,KT,Andy ^^ thanks for cheering me up ^^

Friday, May 15, 2009

Beginning Of THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

Well today i'm very happy I'M NO LONGER SINGLE ^^ THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS (Sharon Leong Chen Yen) Sorry i could not Resist saying your name hehehe...
THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAY OF MY LIFE START TODAY 15 MAY 2009 even till the end i want's you to know i'm not RICH NOR POOR i cannot give you everything but i can LOVE YOU THE RIGHT WAY YOU WANT ME TO.
i know you would like to set more ground rules & i ACCEPT it that's if you want to ^^.

Age has never Bothers MY LOVE FOR YOU, when everthings gets hard i'm always trying to get there just for you, If there is a problem between us i hope we get it through it togather & i wish for a solustion for any problems i will be willing to work it out with you & YES I TO don't want THIS LOVE TO BE A SHORT TERM.

I WILL ALWAYS, ALWAYS TRUST YOU & HAVE FAITH IN YOU no metter what ofcouse like what i told you i get jelous but you know what i mean hehe.

I CANNOT WAIT TO MISS A SINGLE DAY becouse it would be like missing you A HOLE LOT THAN THAT TO. Just Can't Help It ^^

Yeah NO METTER WHAT HAPPENS YOUR NAME WILL ALWAYS REMAINS IN MY HEART , MY BLOG & IN MY LIFE FOREVER That's For Sure.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Meet Your MEAT

To be honest i at 1st i like to eat all the meats but than when i saw this video it's just to much for me to handle slaughtering chicken,cow's,sheep, & alot more i just don't undersand why do we people do such thing i just don't.

I taught that Animals in the farm were harvest properly until i saw this video wacking the chickens, the tip of the chicken was gone it really is disgusting, wiphing the chicken limb by limb until they are weak it's very terrifying for me to see it.
the worst part is seeing the cow being cut half way while it's still alive & it's Blood if flooded Yuck!!.

PS:Miss Bina i'm sorry i could not write more becouse i feel disgusted.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Lovely Day, Crazy Moring (HAPPY MOTHERS DAY LOVE YOU MUM)

Well let's start of from home i'm quite happy to see my family most of the time but shit happens like my BESTFRIEND (SHANMEEN TAN) for 13 year is going away as in Airstuwerd yeah APART OF ME WILL BE MISSING FEEL LIKE HALF OF MY HEART IS GONE....i know his GF is going to miss him to.

So i went out becouse i wanted to see him not becouse he has cash now he paid for my Movie,drinks,internet cafe but most of all i just want to be with him yeah sounds GAY haha but what can i do i feel like i'm loseing my brother just like my real one i miss him to just can't help it & to my real brother (DARYL LIM) don't think i really don't miss you becouse i just don't feel the same without you right here at home to THAN AGAIN YEAH IT SOUNDS GAY.

I went to watch movie with him with my other bestfriend (MENG WAI) at sunway ohh yeah Meen even looking for handbag for his MUM i feel bad becouse i don't have anything to give to my MUM but as long i spent time with her i hope that's ok, to bad that the shop was closeing so he want to go later around 10.00pm to go look for a beg to buy for his MUM.

After that we went to Asia Cafe it was so pack we went out to find other place Meng want to go home so yeah i sent him home, just left me & Meen not that i don't miss (MY BESTFRIENDS TO I DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) i was so happy just to talk about stuff alot of things.

But most of all I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER IF SHE IS OK, IS SHE SLEEPING WELL sigh hope your doing fine & don't think this is your fault it's just normal ^^

Than after me & Meen went to CC i got a call & i'm so sorry i could not pick you guy's/girl up at that time becouse i was with Meen so after Dota with Meen we hit to sunway mamak stall near his place we talk about Stoneing haha it was funny can't help it....when everything about to end we went to 7Eleven becouse Meen want to get a TOP UP so that he could talk with Rebacca Lim (Shanmeen's Girlfriend) hope she get to talk to him alot becouse he to rarely get a chance to talk to her.

I receive a call from a friend, Please, Please i just want to let you know don't take me as that kind of friends that need money yes i know i'm broke & stuff & i know you say it with good intenstion but don't take me like thoes friends & i know you don't mean it ^^ i'm glad to help out becouse i know that's what friends do we help each other without counting that's the way it should be the only thing i look for in a friend is your Loyalty as a friend & you did so i THANK YOU & I THANK GOD to have such a friend like you ( TO EVERY FRIENDS I HAVE MOST OF YOU HAVE BECOME MY BESTFRIENDS) the thing is i know when i'm in need you would do the same SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT becouse even if your a Stranger who need help i will becouse in return i want nothing becouse in the end you would do the same if someone needs help....so just think of me if you want to repay me becouse thinking of me you would do the same to others & i belief in you(Sorry that i put your name without asking Zhin Yui,Qit Yee) but i'm glad HALF OF THE DAY ends well & Zhin Yui & Qit Yee were home Safely lol Bare with the Lacture your Dad is going to give you but you do have a good reason becouse no transport plus you taught your Dad is coming lol can't help laughing sorry.

I Cannot sleep yet becouse TODAY IS A SPACIAL DAY FOR ME & TO EVERY SON's & DAUGHTER's OR SHOULD I SAY MOTHER'S & HUSBAND's
SO I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW MUM,DAD YOUR THE GREATES GIFT FROM GOD SO I WON'T want to miss it.
I want to spent this DAY with YOU MUM
I LOVE YOU MUM, DAD.

PS: I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER & HOW TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM,
BE STRONG BE PROUD GRIN YOUR TEETH & LOOKFOWARD BECOUSE YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE.
Don't think about it becouse today is a spacial day for you & your mum so spent moretime with her just to see her happy i bet that makes you happy to & when you do i do belief that she thinks that i'm proud of my girl & i'm glad to have her as my Daughter don't have regrets having her & my other Daughter & Son.

AND THANK HER NOT ME BECOUSE YOUR MUM & YOUR DAD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELS SO THANK HER FOR ME & YOURSELF THAT SHE HAS YOU & YOU HAVE HER & YOUR DAD TO DON'T FORGET YOUR BROTHER & SISTER TO haha i know you know but just do it hehe kind of boss aren't i ^^.

MOST OF ALL I JUST WANT TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM (That does not mean no one can sms me or call me lol) JUST LOVE TO SEE MY MUM SMILE JUST FOR ONCE WE CAN NEVER PERDICT THE FUTURE IT'S NOW OR NEVER, What people says is true once you lost the person who is dearest to you, you will find it regetful so it's now or never your choice.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

SHOCK!!!!!!!

well i guess this is my 1st time bing shock not only that i got to hyper active well i just don't know how to say it or how to explane it becouse to me it means alot.
Well i cannot sleep kind of hyper haha well it's like 5.14am in the morning. till next time ^.^

Friday, May 8, 2009

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Rachael

well today it's tiring 2 well alot of things happen in college i kind of BURST but it's ok once in a while....yeah i know everyone in my college dislike me i guess so i think i will be who i'm a quite guy as usual should have stick to that long ago.

I'm quite proud of myself for making a cake for Rachael haha i'm happy she likes it that is the 2nd person i bake for but the one who get to try it the most is my Basketball Girlz team haha HEY GIRLS PLS POST YOUR NAMES haha i really don't know how to spell your names forgive me even if i'm your Coach haha

i really was happy when i saw them becouse the smile on their face keep me moving foward so yeah like everyone needs someone sometimes but they kind of save my day thanks a lot....Ohh yeah we cam whore today hahaha it's so fun & funny haha Love the girls hope to see them soon to haha.....
ohh there are some missing people to...this is the life i love ^^. other things that happen today it's kind of shocking to but well what can i say things happen right....

anyway stay tune for my story to be contuniue.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Team - College

It's been a while since i update my blog well 1st of is the SAMADIAN Basketball Girls team that i Coach.
I'm PROUD And HONORED that i COACH a team like them even if they lose i really like to see the face of a smile while playing basketball, the girls did well on the competition 1 win 2 lost even it's their real 1st match they won 1st Round.
well i don't remamber what date but they were playing friendly match agains Aussuntarian's that's when i saw them play in peace & that's how it should be having fun in a game, hope they had fun to lol after the game we went out to have lunch at Wong Kok i took a pic for them encluding the Assunta basketball Girls team and yeah it's a great time with them.

College seem so stressful but i'm just like the rest doing their best but sometime i don't feel like showing it becouse people might think i'm bragging so what the point just do the best without you showing them but to keep up in class and all. Ohh...yeah i have a lot of Junior's but i feel like i'm a kid haha people in college thinks i'm so LC well i don't know how to explane it but most chinese people know what it is, well it's becouse i don't really want to talk i'm scared i say things at the wrong time so it's kind of hard.

well nothing much that i wanted to write down here till than wait up for ( I RUN A HUNDRED MILES TO GET YOU PART 3 HeHe)