Sunday, May 10, 2009

Lovely Day, Crazy Moring (HAPPY MOTHERS DAY LOVE YOU MUM)

Well let's start of from home i'm quite happy to see my family most of the time but shit happens like my BESTFRIEND (SHANMEEN TAN) for 13 year is going away as in Airstuwerd yeah APART OF ME WILL BE MISSING FEEL LIKE HALF OF MY HEART IS GONE....i know his GF is going to miss him to.

So i went out becouse i wanted to see him not becouse he has cash now he paid for my Movie,drinks,internet cafe but most of all i just want to be with him yeah sounds GAY haha but what can i do i feel like i'm loseing my brother just like my real one i miss him to just can't help it & to my real brother (DARYL LIM) don't think i really don't miss you becouse i just don't feel the same without you right here at home to THAN AGAIN YEAH IT SOUNDS GAY.

I went to watch movie with him with my other bestfriend (MENG WAI) at sunway ohh yeah Meen even looking for handbag for his MUM i feel bad becouse i don't have anything to give to my MUM but as long i spent time with her i hope that's ok, to bad that the shop was closeing so he want to go later around 10.00pm to go look for a beg to buy for his MUM.

After that we went to Asia Cafe it was so pack we went out to find other place Meng want to go home so yeah i sent him home, just left me & Meen not that i don't miss (MY BESTFRIENDS TO I DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) i was so happy just to talk about stuff alot of things.

But most of all I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER IF SHE IS OK, IS SHE SLEEPING WELL sigh hope your doing fine & don't think this is your fault it's just normal ^^

Than after me & Meen went to CC i got a call & i'm so sorry i could not pick you guy's/girl up at that time becouse i was with Meen so after Dota with Meen we hit to sunway mamak stall near his place we talk about Stoneing haha it was funny can't help it....when everything about to end we went to 7Eleven becouse Meen want to get a TOP UP so that he could talk with Rebacca Lim (Shanmeen's Girlfriend) hope she get to talk to him alot becouse he to rarely get a chance to talk to her.

I receive a call from a friend, Please, Please i just want to let you know don't take me as that kind of friends that need money yes i know i'm broke & stuff & i know you say it with good intenstion but don't take me like thoes friends & i know you don't mean it ^^ i'm glad to help out becouse i know that's what friends do we help each other without counting that's the way it should be the only thing i look for in a friend is your Loyalty as a friend & you did so i THANK YOU & I THANK GOD to have such a friend like you ( TO EVERY FRIENDS I HAVE MOST OF YOU HAVE BECOME MY BESTFRIENDS) the thing is i know when i'm in need you would do the same SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT becouse even if your a Stranger who need help i will becouse in return i want nothing becouse in the end you would do the same if someone needs help....so just think of me if you want to repay me becouse thinking of me you would do the same to others & i belief in you(Sorry that i put your name without asking Zhin Yui,Qit Yee) but i'm glad HALF OF THE DAY ends well & Zhin Yui & Qit Yee were home Safely lol Bare with the Lacture your Dad is going to give you but you do have a good reason becouse no transport plus you taught your Dad is coming lol can't help laughing sorry.

I Cannot sleep yet becouse TODAY IS A SPACIAL DAY FOR ME & TO EVERY SON's & DAUGHTER's OR SHOULD I SAY MOTHER'S & HUSBAND's
SO I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW MUM,DAD YOUR THE GREATES GIFT FROM GOD SO I WON'T want to miss it.
I want to spent this DAY with YOU MUM
I LOVE YOU MUM, DAD.

PS: I JUST CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HER & HOW TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM,
BE STRONG BE PROUD GRIN YOUR TEETH & LOOKFOWARD BECOUSE YOU CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE.
Don't think about it becouse today is a spacial day for you & your mum so spent moretime with her just to see her happy i bet that makes you happy to & when you do i do belief that she thinks that i'm proud of my girl & i'm glad to have her as my Daughter don't have regrets having her & my other Daughter & Son.

AND THANK HER NOT ME BECOUSE YOUR MUM & YOUR DAD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELS SO THANK HER FOR ME & YOURSELF THAT SHE HAS YOU & YOU HAVE HER & YOUR DAD TO DON'T FORGET YOUR BROTHER & SISTER TO haha i know you know but just do it hehe kind of boss aren't i ^^.

MOST OF ALL I JUST WANT TO SPENT TIME WITH MY MUM (That does not mean no one can sms me or call me lol) JUST LOVE TO SEE MY MUM SMILE JUST FOR ONCE WE CAN NEVER PERDICT THE FUTURE IT'S NOW OR NEVER, What people says is true once you lost the person who is dearest to you, you will find it regetful so it's now or never your choice.

2 comments:

dracoli SLAY said...

exactly how big is your heart? cause you said so many parts of it are missing....no heart anymore? gasp -run and hide-

HaruIchigo said...

Not Sure when you know let me know to hehe ^^