Sunday, April 22, 2007

Well Something Went Ok

Well it seems that she is online at 11.--pm 21 April that is something good, i just chat with her it seems that i know why, well i have to change not to talk to much at least now i can rest in peace.

Befor she was online i went out to have a drink alone as usual doing stuff alone most of my years.I use to remamber the times that i was watching movie alone at the cinima well my family dont know that but i have this feeling that keeps me in the dark side ,
went i was 11 year old a guy treaten me if i dont smoke like pull in the air in he is going to puch me well than i did it, from than on i stared to like somking.

well there is a lot of bad memories like went i go to the mall i dint have friends to go out with that was until 15 year old no one wants to hang out with me so i did not socialise much with ppl so i stated talking to much ppl hate me but they like me for being to kind , nice , sincere & "To Loyal" there are alot of things that i have to change to inprove my relationship that is not to talk to much.
well that is not all my BESTFRIEND since standerd 1 (Gred 1) i forgot that all the time i had with him lol anyway his name is Shanmeen Tan, i was ALONE when he is not around

well thats it

signing out
Trevor

1 comment:

♥ Pearly ♥ said...

Hey.. wasn't i dere when u needed to talk? hmph? don think me is fwen to u d la? so bad la u...